Miss you Grump. xo

Eyes Wide Open” by Sabrina 


La di da da da na
Yeah

Everybody loves to tell me I was born an old soul
Better keep my eyes wide open
There’s so much that I don’t know
Just another hotel room
Never felt so all alone
I think about my granddad’s eyes,
And they always send me home
I can almost hear him now
Gotta make him proud

I keep my eyes wide open
Bless this ground, unbroken
I’m about to make my way
Heaven help me keep my faith
And my eyes wide open

I can’t see two steps ahead of me,
When the fog comes rollin’ in
I never thought I’d miss the rain
Lord knows how long it’s been
This dream burns inside of me,
And I can’t just let it go
There’s still so much that I don’t know

I keep my eyes wide open
Bless this ground, unbroken
I’m about to make my way
Heaven help me keep my faith
And my eyes wide open

All I have is just this moment
I don’t want to miss a second
‘Cause it could all be gone in an instant
Yeah, in an instant…

I keep my eyes wide open
Bless this ground, unbroken
I’m about to make my way
Heaven help me keep my faith
And my eyes wide open

I’m about to make my way
Heaven help me keep my faith
My eyes wide open

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Dad. 

I never imagined I’d be this strong. 

Thank you for helping me learn how to be stable,and picking me up when I couldn’t be.Teaching me to remain tolerant, lights do shine.Being my rock in a very hard place, a place I often made hard.Teaching me when to know when to fight a good fight and when there is not a system to fight with.Having termendous patients while I try to figure myself out.Catching me while I fall, even when I go down swinging. Being my punching bag, man can I be mean. 

Giving me strength to persevere and loving me unconditionally when I couldn’t love anything about myself. 

Always always curing pain with laughter. 

Head space today.  

My answer when people say oh you should be looking at all those things to be greatful for. 

It’s hard to be greatful for things when it’s impossible to see things postivly.When you are in a hole dug so deep, you probably dug most of it yourself but no doubt there’s been others with shovels. Today I am not seeing and feeling thankful for the shoes and clothes on my back, when I open my eyes it’s all black. I haven’t made my way out of my mind today, I haven’t even looked in the mirror I wouldn’t even see it clear, am I even wearing anything? who cares I am going back to sleep… 
#madness #mentalhealth

3 day 3 Quote challenge day 3 

​​First off I’d like to thanks acidically basicfor the nomination. For others reading this, check her blog out! When I seen the comment with the nomination I instantly smiled, never would have thought I would be nominated for anything.  

The Rules: Thank the blogger who nominated you. Post 1-3 quotes for 3 consecutive days; Nominate 3 bloggers each day. 

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3 day 3 quote challenge. day 2

​First off I’d like to thanks acidically basicfor the nomination. For others reading this, check her blog out! When I seen the comment with the nomination I instantly smiled, never would have thought I would be nominated for anything.  

The Rules: Thank the blogger who nominated you. Post 1-3 quotes for 3 consecutive days; Nominate 3 bloggers each day. 

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3 day 3 Quote challenge. 

First off I’d like to thanks acidically basic for the nomination. For others reading this, check her blog out! When I seen the comment with the nomination I instantly smiled, never would have thought I would be nominated for anything.  

The Rules: Thank the blogger who nominated you. Post 1-3 quotes for 3 consecutive days; Nominate 3 bloggers each day. 

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Indecision

Instead of loving you so hard, I need to start loving me. You always bend me until I break. Why can’t I figure it out, always trying to figure you out. When will I actually get tierd, even though I am always tierd.